My AW journey : BetsyBooxoxo

Last year, I stumbled across an article in the newspaper about a successful cam girl.  In the article, she spoke about how camming had improved her self-esteem and allowed her to quit her stressful job and live a happier life.

I’d thought about camming in the past, but didn’t know much about the industry or where to begin.  When I saw a link to her agency’s website in the article, I clicked it without hesitation, and applied to be a cam model on their books.  Soon after, my application was accepted and I was sent my welcome pack.

It took me a few weeks before I finally logged in to my account.  Even though I’d thought about camming in the past, my decision to sign up had been somewhat impulsive and I was a little nervous, not so much about the camming itself, but about the consequences it could have on my life.

What if someone recognises me? What will people think?

Eventually I thought to myself, ‘F*** what people think’.

I did my make up, put on some sexy underwear and logged into cam for the first time.

My initial calls were in group.  Everyone that came into my room was very friendly and it really made me smile when they’d tell me how cute and sexy I am.  Then came my first private call.  We were both on camera, which put me at ease and allowed us to connect even more.  By the end of our session, we were both very satisfied.  I’d just had my first live orgasm.  Now that was fun!

I’ve always had a really high sex drive, and I’ve always enjoyed being watched, so this was perfect.

I spent every night on cam that week.  I enjoyed connecting to so many different people and learning about all kinds of things.  Over time I started to learn more about myself too; my deepest fantasies and desires surfaced and I was able to act them out on cam.

It’s been 5 months now since I had my first cam session and I can say, hand on heart, that this is the happiest I’ve ever been.  Just like the girl in the article, my confidence and self-esteem have rocketed.  I feel more comfortable in my own skin than I’ve ever felt before.  Not only that, but camming has helped me to feel a real sense of freedom.  The freedom to express sexually, and the freedom to spend my time doing what I really love… having orgasms. 😉

Being a cam girl has changed my life.  I am a happier person now and it all started with reading an article about a cam girl.

So, a huge thank you to everyone that has ever spent time on cam with me.  You’ve helped me in more ways than you’ll ever know.  And of course, to AdultWork.Com and the agency who helped me set up.  Without you, the past 5 months would have been much less fun!

 

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